6,6 lbs in four days. Yay.
I’m weighing 118,8 lbs. Yeah, I know it’s not enough, but it’s a good start since I came from the recover. :c
7335) I’m falling into my old habbits again and I am so scared to tell anyone, I’m scared people will think I am just doing this for attention or something because I am too fat to have an eating disorder. I can’t stop. I’m so up and down, up and down. starving one day, bingeing and purging the next. I hate myself. I don’t know how long I can keep this up because I’m falling apart, I’m trying so so so hard and getting no where. Every time I see a photo or my reflection I just want to die. I hate myself so much and I’m doing everything I can to try and become thin and better and nothing is working. I have never been more disgusted with who I am. I am a waste of space. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to be this person any longer.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
